John Bingham wrote: ↑Sun Feb 04, 2024 7:33 pm

pissontheroof wrote: ↑Sun Feb 04, 2024 8:52 am I would be afraid if I had anything to hide ..

So you just noticed that phones and accounts have security features? And you are now blaming the communists? Who are they now anyway? You need professional help.

Who do you blame for spies ? I blame communists . Not the free world
I wasn’t dissing the security . They let me use the new number suddenly but / and I got in to my account.
With warnings to my email if it wasn’t me then be alert the change was made and I could confirm or deny that .
and act accordingly , to police or whoever , but suddenly they knew , Watching like a hawk .
I wasn’t searching for my phone luckily , and I have other devices to be alerted on but what if ?
That big word “ if “
I have to talk to myself . I have to convince myself of mind over matter .
Are you familiar with paranoid schizophrenia ?
Yes , I do , but have had help in the past .
Where is this help around here ( I need ) that you speak of ?
Why would you say that to me here ?
I came here to die ( the beach , sihanoukville ) not where I am today
…. with my situation ..
.. asking for help and being criticized here for that is frustrating .
Did you read my sentence above with the big word “ if “ ?

I would be afraid if I had anything to hide ..

My worry is not about spies , and that’s a good thing .
My worry is something else and I wish i had my own thread for all my related posts could go and
naysayers could avoid it instead of criticizing me .
All my concerns and comments are being buried all around .
I’m trying to do the things I need to be done .
I want help ( but what do i got / get ?
and maybe I need professional , but don’t suggest that .
If it’s not available here ..
What’s the world ( forum ) coming to ?
I wonder , could I have my own place to say what I said to the latest NGO ?
and how they responded , and all of that .. ? Like my own soliloquy ?
Please ? It does help . It might help anymore if I do get any help ..
after all , I was recognized by none other than Mr.B !

newkidontheblock wrote: ↑Mon Feb 05, 2024 10:03 am

John Bingham wrote:Who are these "Communists" that are spying on you? Why do you constantly derail threads by making them about you?

I am paranoid about bullets flying towards me.

That’s not paranoia, it’s normal fear and is completely rational. Paranoia and rational fear are very different.
Paranoia is a manifestation of a mental illness, and paranoid people usually don’t realise themselves that they are paranoid.

khmerhamster wrote: ↑Mon Feb 05, 2024 11:51 am

newkidontheblock wrote: ↑Mon Feb 05, 2024 10:03 am

John Bingham wrote:Who are these "Communists" that are spying on you? Why do you constantly derail threads by making them about you?

I am paranoid about bullets flying towards me.

That’s not paranoia, it’s normal fear and is completely rational. Paranoia and rational fear are very different.
Paranoia is a manifestation of a mental illness, and paranoid people usually don’t realise themselves that they are paranoid.

But unfortunately for @pissontheroof, he claims to be a paranoid schizophrenic.

My worry is something else and I wish i had my own thread for all my related posts could go and
naysayers could avoid it instead of criticizing me .

Can't you just start a thread? It would certainly make your situation easier to understand than reading it over several unrelated threads.

Random Dude wrote: ↑Mon Feb 05, 2024 12:41 pm My worry is something else and I wish i had my own thread for all my related posts could go and
naysayers could avoid it instead of criticizing me .

Can't you just start a thread? It would certainly make your situation easier to understand than reading it over several unrelated threads.

It was a wish , My situation is my priority . Nobody else’s
And every topic here I can see a relationship but it’s unrelated to the thread
I wouldn’t know how to start it and wouldn’t know who would follow .
I made my own topic once about “ donations “ at one time but now I can’t even find it
Everything gets lost , I do not want to give up trying , you gave a suggestion that
I followed thru on and that led to a path I haven’t gone too yet
I can not give those reputation points or send /reply to direct messages ..
unless someone replies to me specifically I do not have it up in my notes 🛎

pissontheroof wrote: ↑Mon Feb 05, 2024 1:00 pm

Random Dude wrote: ↑Mon Feb 05, 2024 12:41 pm My worry is something else and I wish i had my own thread for all my related posts could go and
naysayers could avoid it instead of criticizing me .

Can't you just start a thread? It would certainly make your situation easier to understand than reading it over several unrelated threads.

It was a wish , My situation is my priority . Nobody else’s
And every topic here I can see a relationship but it’s unrelated to the thread
I wouldn’t know how to start it and wouldn’t know who would follow .
I made my own topic once about “ donations “ at one time but now I can’t even find it
Everything gets lost , I do not want to give up trying , you gave a suggestion that
I followed thru on and that led to a path I haven’t gone too yet
I can not give those reputation points or send /reply to direct messages ..
unless someone replies to me specifically I do not have it up in my notes 🛎

Here's a link to your own thread...

post618478.html#p618478

You can post your questions here and hopefully any discussion will be on this thread.. Good luck with it.